Been a while...

The first time I tried a Triathlon THIS was what happened...

Four years later I redeemed myself.

(that picture is me, after the swim, headed out on the bike and, yes, I'm smiling)

Ran my first Olympic Distance (1.5km swim/40km bike/10km run) Triathlon in June and nailed it! In fact, by the time I reached km 9 on the run I started getting emotional, so strong was the sense of redemption I felt after my abject failure the first time around.

The difference?

This time, as a result of my first failure, I knew what to expect and, because I'd failed SO badly the first time, I was determined to NEVER experience that feeling again so...

I stacked miles.

The key to success with a distance race (as in life) lies in doing the prep work required. Simply put, the first time, I didn't train anywhere near hard enough because I had no idea what I was getting myself into. This time (after one more International Sprint distance Tri last year) I knew what to expect and, with that healthy dose of fear in my back pocket, I was able to push myself to train MUCH harder.

I stacked miles.

Running and running and swimming and swimming and riding that race bike farther than I ever thought possible until the distances I was going to have to do on race day, seemed routine.

That's right, routine.

Any challenge in life starts off daunting but (I believe) can become routine...

If you stack enough miles.

And I did, which is why I "did better..."

T

The process...

Our boardroom table covered in the cards for a re-write of one of our biggest scripts. Said script will be going out to several large producers (and a few studios) in H'wood this June so we're hard at it, getting the current draft (#4) ready for a major re-write.

I've been working with a co-writer lately and have found it to be a very rewarding and refreshing process. Two things I find especially helpful, 1) the accountability that comes from knowing someone else is waiting for you at your office to write. This helps immensely with the urge to procrastinate. 2) when you find yourself 'stuck' you have someone to bounce ideas off of, and you get immediate feedback which, I've found, cuts the time that it used to take me to solve a story problem in half (and then half again).

In addition to the above re-write we are developing two original TV drama series concepts as well as getting ready to shoot elements for one (maybe two) feature documentaries this summer.

Add in delivering elements for another documentary that we shipped to a distributor last month as well as prepping for a looming (and possibly life-changing) syndication deal for one of our long-running biography series (which will also mean a 3rd season in production for this fall) and our current talk-series (for an outside client) that's taping its 400th episode this week, and you get a fairly hoppin' production office.

Thankful for that and eager to see what this next season holds.

T

At it...

So, I mentioned that I'm hoping to be spending some more time in L.A this year. The above photo is my one (and only) moment of privacy on my HOME from L.A last month.

I made the mistake of traveling at the end of spring break. Talk about your overcrowding.

The trip was great though; much more productive than I thought my first trip would be. I'm working on setting up season three of one of our series as well as getting ready to shoot elements for two documentary features we have in the pipeline. Additionally I'm shopping a few concepts around, and what's cool, is that this time--for the first time since I started the process of breaking into this business ten years ago--I've actually got ACCESS to people who can help us get ACCESS to people who can greenlight these things.

Major progress.

I realize blogging about your progress can seem like boasting, but I also realize some of you will have been reading this here blog for many years so you'll be able to appreciate the extremely long and difficult process that has been part of this journey so, knowing that, I'm betting you'll be thinking "Phew, it's about time..." rather than "Shut up man, we don't wanna' hear about your so-called success..."

Also, when I read about your positive steps, it makes me feel like the same might be possible for me.

And so on and so forth...

Hoping you have a wonderful Easter!

T

Doin' work...

On-set yesterday and today.

Every time I get to do this I'm reminded of the simple fact that, as a young man, this was what I dreamed of doing.

I've spent literally tens of thousands of hours directing/producing on-set and I still really enjoy it. That's something to be VERY thankful for.

T

What's in store...

This new year is starting out just fine for me.

For whatever reason (probably time, a lot of thinking, and some Divine Intervention) I feel like I'm popping out of the 'season of despair' I've been in since my sweet brother in law died.

I've noticed this because of a change in my productivity mostly.

This 'upswing' might also be due to my wife finally turning me into an actual 'exercise person'. I've gotten to the point, in my current triathlon training cycle, where my body is physically/chemically looking forward to my workouts. I'm swimming, biking and running much further than ever before with much more ease. Case in point, yesterday I jumped in the pool for only the second time this cycle and swam the full race distance (1.5km) in a respectable time. This is a major change from when I jumped in to start my first training cycle three years ago.

Proof that progress is incremental and (if you keep at it) irreversible.

This is encouraging me in my working life as well.

My church is still small (which makes my feel a little tired from time to time) but it seems to be very healthy (as evidenced by people's spiritual growth) and I know, from experience, that healthy things grow.

My show biz life is another story. I feel, on that front, completely perched on the edge of a precipice. It's been three years now that we've been working to take the 'next step' and I feel that this year might finally be the year. We've got several key projects poised to 'pop' from concept into actuality and, if they make that transition, I'll be busier than ever before. I've been writing a lot (with a writing-partner, which has been really fun) and am just generally feeling actualized and ready. We're going to push a little harder to get entrenched in L.A this year (and in the years following) so I expect to be in H'wood a week per month (or so) starting in February, to connect and meet and mesh and see if we can develop some productive synergies there.

I also passed 1,500+ episodes of TV produced this month, so that's something.

I 'get' that progress (personally) can be so intangible so as to make it almost a figment of our imagination, but I can't help feeling like this new year is full of promise.

T

Oh so cold...

Happy New Year!

Hope you've had a wonderful Christmas/Holiday season.

Over the break, the wife, kids and I got to travel to my brother's place in Quebec's Eastern Townships--beautiful country--where we had a great time, despite -27 (no wind chill) temperatures.

Oh so cold...

The above shot was through their front window on our second morning there. Crazy.

I was sitting in the living room after breakfast, watching the light (as filmmaking storytellers tend to do) and saw it creating the above scene on the aforementioned window. I grabbed my phone and spent a few minutes taking various exposures, looking for a great shot.

I was reminded (again) during this process that capturing a 'strong' image requires capturing many 'so-so' ones. I think the shot I ended up picking was one of eight or so options.

This is one of the most frustrating and difficult things about storytelling for the screen, 1) you have to be willing to go through lots of 'so-so' moments before landing on one worth keeping and 2) you have to do a lot of work to get to the point where you have the resources required to do that kind of 'wasteful work', meaning you're able to afford to waste time, energy and money in capturing 'so-so' stuff in the pursuit of that one great moment.

I'll never forget hearing a quote from Susan Sarandon, reflecting on what it 'takes' to be an actor. She was saying that she felt it wasn't the hardest work in the world because, "You only have to get it *right* once, and you have all day to get it right..."

That's the trick, isn't it?

Having the time to get it right.

Assuming, of course, that you're good enough--in the first place--to know 'right' from 'wrong', 'strong' from 'so-so', 'awesome' from 'meh'.

Hoping to leverage myself into some more of those protracted moments this year.

I hope 2013's a great one for you!

See you on set.

T

Needing some Light...

My view on the way to work early one morning.

I was up an on the road before sunrise and, lemme' tell you, it was dark outside.

Sort of like this week.

See, last Thursday we heard that friends of ours had lost their 11 year-old daughter to cancer after a three-year battle. Niki and I felt like we'd been punched in the gut when we heard. Then, the very next day, we heard that other friends of ours (our pastors during our early twenties) had lost their 15 year-old son to cancer after an eleven month battle.

Oh man.

The memorial service for the little girl was yesterday and it nearly did the wife and I in. I think it's mostly because our own sense of loss at our brother-in-laws sudden death just short of two years ago is still very close to the surface in our hearts.

The truth is, we're not 'better' yet, and these two most recent deaths have made that abundantly clear.

We need the sunrise...

T